Laxing out…

I wonder why i end up keeping tasks at bay. saying to my self, there is always time in the future. Always expecting to catch up with task required with enough time bestowed. Originaly, the plan looks good, but then there is always the:
Guests have to be entertained
Parents should be catered
I am obligated to make sure the kids have fun
Its just a movie
My wife deserves to be entertained

What am I realy affraid of? Would my guests hate me forever; and if they did, is it a bad thing, and is the sacrifice worth it? Would my parents think of me as ungrateful? Would my kids love me less? Would my wife appreciate me less?

I guess the real answer is not what they think, but what I need?


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